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I didn't win tickets to go see 50 Cent last night so I didn't get to go. Instead I got to babysit 2 wild kids ... lucky me. I cried myself to sleep. Nobody else really seemd to care. Anyway, today was only a relatively decent day. It was wonderful to sleep in and play on the computer for a bit. I had Chinese with Josh for supper and we went to the mall so he could get some of his Christmas shopping done. We saw lots of people we knew there who we hadn't seen in a while which was very nice. That's what I like about Christmas time. But do you know what I realized today that depresses me? I only have 4 friends. Well, 4 REAL friends that I actually call and see on a regular basis. Josh, Abby, Paula and Angela. Yup, that's it. Lovely. Josh always tells me not to worry about it. It's kind of hard not to though. I love it when people who say they're my friends don't invite me out ... yet when I invite them to my house so that I can see them before I go away for 6 months they're like "Of course I want to see you!" Blah, blah, blah! Perhaps Denmark will be a learning experience. I'll learn not to care about these people so much.

It does make me very happy that I do have those 4 wonderful people in my life though. Without them I'd be a much different person and I'm going to miss them like crazy when I'm gone. And I'm sure they know how I feel about them. At least I hope they do :) Well, they will after they read this ... I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! And only you guys ... no one else LOL!

Anyway, I'm at Josh's right now so he would probably like my attention. He doesn't read this so I'll have to tell him that I love him haha!